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"Every time I'm forced to relive the dreadful memory that is, Dreamcatcher, I'm forced to relive such a painful experience having made the mistake of seeing it in theaters. I went with my mom--my broth"
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May 7, 2016
It begins with me in an orchard. Unclear whether I'm working there or just simply lost, or even 'stuck', in it. It doesn't really seem like a typical orchard. Everything is so deeply green, I take notice. There are pine cones and needles on the ground in certain areas as I walk around barefoot, which leads me to suspect it might be a forest, or even the local park, instead. But my initial reaction is--orchard.
I never knew just how badly I want out of this orchard until I see another worker. A young Asian girl, who is walking down a trail on an incline on the other side of a fence I discover when I come through a clearing to find the outer edge of this orchard. It's perhaps the first evidence I have in the dream that there even is something else outside where I am.
I see this girl walking down the trail, leaving the orchard. I try to get her attention, almost clamber trying to follow her, except I can't find the exit, and have no idea how she got out there--or even in, if she really is another worker.
I guess I'm desperate for someone to talk to. She seems reluctant at first but decides to stop and chat with me. I can't remember if she comes back into the orchard or if we simply talk through the fence along the path. At one point I believe she mentions to me something of a relationship with her girlfriend. It's unclear from memory if she simply means girl-friend or if she actually is a lesbian. It seems strange to me seeing as she seems so young. I'm now beginning to question if she actually is a child or just simply a really short woman?
I feel young in this dream. But thankfully not a child or a teenager as I most often am in most dreams, I just feel young. It's been some time since I've walked around barefoot in the woods, it feels nice. It's strange, I can feel the prickly pin needles beneath my feet but my legs don't register the pain like I would if I were awake. Like an electric shock or something akin to static.
I don't know why, and I never expected her to listen to intently, somehow I find myself pouring out my concerns and situation to this young worker. I start telling her my situation regarding me and ______ and how much I fear ______ might marry him before I even get the chance. I never hear what her answer or advice to me is...
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May 11, 2016
I'm being held by these strange cult people. Naked and grotesque. A man with a fat stomach, has bloody writing across the navel area. There's a name. He wants me to say it. By saying this name I give up some sort of freedom. Worse than that, I betray my country (don't ask me how). I refuse, even though I am battered and bloody already myself.
These people remind me of the replicants from Blade Runner. Incidentally I happen to be playing Harrison Ford's character from the movie. These cultists have this child, a blonde boy. He's unconscious when I rescue him. Somehow I take the kid back, and I completely flip these weird cultists off and run. There's this constant angry and fearful tone/vibe felt throughout the entire thing.
Later when the boy and I are fully clothed--who is actually older than I make him sound in the above--I learn that the boy is actually my partner, as in police partner. There's some sort of discussion we have together as we watch this strange VHS tape that my journal notes tell me have something to do with sexuality. I discuss with my now stirring awake partner how this job is a dangerous one. It has that kind of film noir hardened demeanor insinuation to it.
-----INTERPRETATION-----
The first part of the dream was 'scary' and I originally took this dream to be something of a downer. I was angry and frustrated all afternoon at work. Then I thought about it a little more.
Knowing what I know now about Blade Runner and about the replicants I take this to mean a dream symbol of slavery and how I deal with it. Perhaps the dream was trying to inform me that I'm choosing not to think like a slave anymore. If I still am, than I really shouldn't.
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